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Tuesday, March 20, 2012

terus terus,tetap!

setelah dua tahun meninggalkan polimas

gelak besar aku,
bila cerita2 lama waktu poli dikenang2.
kongsi sedikit dengan ali n apit,
macam2 cerita keluar.

sungguh,aku rindu zaman tu.
zaman 'tak kisah' dengan masa depan.

fikir,habis diploma,mahu sambung universiti,

target taknk jatuh,
nak u hebat2.

tapi alhamdullilah,uthm nak gak kutip kitaorang..

tapi aku masih rasa kosong kat sini,
macam tak puas lagi,
if kalau boleh rewind balik zaman umur 18 dulu,
banyak benda boleh repair balik.

haha, damage have been done,
ape jadi dulu.membuatkan aku kat sini,
rasa ini,
hidup begini.
(dan aku taknak lagi mengeluh)
dan tugas aku,bersyukur dengan apa rezekiNya.

mak pernah cakap,
rezeki Allah kite tak tahu,
apa yang jadi,kehidupan kita sekarang,rezeki kita sekarang ada hikmahnya..

life sekarang,agak teratur sebenarnye,
thanks to certain people and everyone that support me here.yang aku kenal kat sini,yang aku kenal dari dulu,banyak lah. z pun macam dulu lagi,still org yang menyakitkan hati aku.haha(die dok ugut2 nk bocor rahsia kat adaa.haha)

pentas performing art.

group kecil yang memperjuangkan kesenian dari johor (quote aku kopi dari group pentas).haha
aku ade harapan untuk group ni,
tambahan ada orang hebat cam sir eddy as kitaorang punya penasihat and ayahanda.haha.

badan aku pun gemuk maintain je sejak setahun kat sini,ntah bile boleh kurus balik.haha


salah satu impian aku nak merantau,dari dulu,
masih lagi.aku nak g jauh dri msia.huhu
*cik adaa marah aku kalau aku ckp sal ni,hahahha.


so,bro n sis,friends or who ever knows me,hate me love me,i dont care,as long as u guys have a memory of me, come on and lets meet up sometime, for the sake of the past.

to somewhere only we know!-keane.haha

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

[break]

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?




serious ly,sangat best dpat merepek!haha

good day peeps!

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Monday, March 19, 2012

review....bunohan


aku sebenarnye nak review pasal cite bunohan...
tapi, oleh kerana kemalasan aku nak menaip.

pendek jela aku tulis..

cite melayu terbaik dan paling puas aku tgk kat wayang...

walau pun, ramai tak suka.....tapi aku sangat suka...

acting terbaik
elemen kejutan (aku pun baru tahu elemen ni) sangat best
jalan cerita yang memaksa aku berfikir....dan itu sangat menyeronok kan ketika menonton.


seriusly...sangat best!

sangat..sangat best...




kata dia

katanya

"Sekiranya kita sanggup menghadapi risiko dan bersikap berani, tidak ada sebab mengapa kita tidak boleh berjaya”.

katanya

 "Manusia yang lemah sekalipun jika bersatu padu akan dapat menggoncang dunia. Demikianlah kesannya perpaduan”.

katanya

 
"Amanah asas kejayaan dan berpeganglah kepada amanah setiap kali kita membuat sesuatu”.

katanya

 
Pilihan ditangan rakyat. Seharusnya, sesebuah kerajaan itu memikirkan dasar yang menguntungkan rakyat terbanyak.


katanya

 "Mereka wajar diberikan pujian oleh semua pihak, bagi keberanian dan pengorbanan mereka. 

kata dia la....

dan percaya atau tidak..setiap kata2 yang disampaikan tanpa menggunakan akal, cara dan keikhlasan yang betul, akan mengundang bencana!

jaga kata....

kata nya laaa

 
 

stalking

its funny..

when you try to find someone,
you try ur best to find 'em..

hoping that it all going to be ok,
and you just want to know
they are ok with their life..

but sadly,
when u found 'em..
u felt nothing at a start,
and slowly,
its hurt..
like a flame burnt on a cigarette...
then,
ur mind suddenly became a dslr memory card..
and
when ur fingers starts to write something,
just to say hey..
but suprisingly, it automatically press the backspace button..

and your hand start to move the pointer to the top-right sided screen..
try to press the close button...

but u choose the minimize button...
and hoping that the laptop will crash or something,
so u couldnt stalk 'em anymore.

but the only thing that u can do is...

move on.....

the damage have been done...

do not see something that will hurt you back...


as for today....im deactivating angin pagi....
for almost 2 years been using that profile to stalk and 'investigating'...hahaha...
never really like  what i saw and watch before...

damn u guys (mates and acquaintance from dmkian,uthm,polimas,unikl,uum,tbas,ums,skt) are so full of secret....

n miss cherry..sorry for the sudden deactivation act, must do it quick...

Sunday, March 18, 2012

twozeroonetwo target!

my target for 2012!.

poyo? lantak la blog aku kot.


1- deanlist!
2- pentas will go forth to national theater festive
3- johor best actor or any individual award!
4- improving my skill

seriously,im getting fucking bored being an anti-social,no good result type of person..

situation

friend : hey,how ur result?
me : ok ok jek,like that2 lahhh

friend : oooo,ok la tu, i got dean.

me : hey great, good for u mate!

friend : how ur theater?

me : ok ok lah.

friend : sape budak ko yang menang tu?

me : ooo,dua orang.terer diaorang tu.. k bro,got to go, got lot thing to do.ciaow.

friend : right.


so,seriously, jealousy? maybe, its not that, i only felt that, im not trying much.

thats it, 2012 i give my best to all, mum been waiting for me to get good result.

( and please people, jangan terasa apa2)

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the use of my right sided brain?

there is no such thing as wrong in arts!

really?
maybe?

let see,
firstly,

what kind of artist i am?

writer?

nahh,just some trash im writing.

actor?

a bit, just a small time player who thinks that he is trying. always trying.*seriously?

a quote :

the man who plan to change on the 12th hour die on the 11th hour -i dont know who,its from a character in a novel,Lia-

change?
i never really change,as far as im concerned. did i really need to change?

should i really give a damn of what people around me said?

no, im not trying to be ignorant here, but, i better be silent.

understand it? no?

good,better to be like ne than someone that always being misunderstood by others.

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Friday, March 16, 2012

ujibakat teater janin-jangan bunuh aku

 perhatian bloggers!
untuk warga uthm!
"UJIBAKAT PENCARIAN PELAKON UTK PRODUKSI TEATER UTHM (DLM PROGRAM KOKO) BAGI MEMBAWA PERSEMBAHAN TEATER KOKURIKULUM UTHM KE PERINGKAT NEGERI JOHOR DALAM FESTIVAL TEATER JOHOR, skrip yang akan dibawa ialah "JANIN - JANGAN BUNUH AKU" SEMUA YANG BERMINAT BOLEH HADIR UNTUK SESI UJIBAKAT PADA 22HB 3 2012 (KHAMIS) JAM10MALAM DI STUDIO TARI hadapan PADANG dan OPEN STAGE (SBLM BANGGUNAN KOKO LAMA), CIRI2 PELAKON DICARI ADALAH 1.BERDISIPLIN, 2.BERSIDIPLIN DAN 3.BERDISIPLIN"
terima kasih!
 

Monday, February 27, 2012

aku

Kalau sampai waktuku
'Ku mau tak seorang kan merayu
Tidak juga kau

Tak perlu sedu sedan itu

Aku ini binatang jalang
Dari kumpulannya terbuang

Biar peluru menembus kulitku
Aku tetap meradang menerjang
Luka dan bisa kubawa berlari
Berlari
Hingga hilang pedih peri
Dan aku akan lebih tidak perduli
Aku mau hidup seribu tahun lagi

Maret 1943- chairil anwar

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Saturday, February 25, 2012

doa

Tuhanku
Dalam termangu
Aku masih menyebut namamu
Biar susah sungguh
mengingat Kau penuh seluruh
Cahayamu panas suci
tinggal kerdip lilin di kelam sunyi
Tuhanku
aku hilang bentuk
remuk
Tuhanku
aku mengembara di negeri asing
Tuhanku
di pintuMu aku mengetuk
aku tidak bisa berpaling


~ Chairil Anwar
13 November 1943
~ kepada pemeluk teguh

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Monday, February 20, 2012

si nama sama

Mana lagi jiwa yang musnah,
Akibat bodohnya mereka,
yang namanya sama,
Manusia?

Rasa kini tersepit sama,
Bila dosa kelmarin hadir tiba-tiba ,
Hadir tanpa kemahuan,
Hadir dengan seribu dendam,
Maka salahkah mereka yang namanya sama?
Manusia?

Hidup-hidup si nama sama,
Hidup dalam bara,
Hidup dalam dosa,
Nista dan celaka,
Nama mereka masih sama,
Manusia?

Guruku berkata dalam senyuman,
Usah tonjolkan tentang tujuan,
Usah ditayang sebab dan kesan,
Biar si nama sama tunjukkan perasaan,
harap nanti semua akan kelihatan,
Dari mata mereka,
Manusia?

Mengapa sama,
Mustahil tiada perbezaan,
Mustahil langsung tiada,
Fikirkan saja apa dilakukan seharian,
Nama mereka tetap sama,
Dengan alasan tanpa alasan,
Sama tetap sama,
Hakikat yang dipanggil,
Manusia?

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